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The Pole Star :: Chapter 1 :: A new beginning


The Polestar
Note: This is the first chapter of a novel I am trying to write. It is a work of fiction and imagination. It is not meant to be scientific or accurate. While it may draw from my own life, it is not autobiographical!


Chapter 1::A new beginning

Jan 5th, 2030. Mumbai, India.

The city of Mumbai looked like a bright shining constellation as Jai looked out from the windows of his plane. His plane journey from Philadelphia had taken him more than 8 hours and after a hard-day’s work, Jai was looking forward to crash in his bed in his sea-facing apartment in Worli. Feeling thirsty, he muttered, “water” to his personal digital assistant and immediately a bottle of water sprung out from the refrigerator beneath his couch. As he reflected back on his day, he noted with satisfaction that he had finally managed to close out the last leg of the project he was engaged in with an Australian firm. The Aussies were always tough to negotiate with. But after multiple video-chats and re-drafts, the firm had agreed to accept a World Dollar (WD) 1 million investment in a gold-mine owned by them in Africa from one of Jai’s clients. The investment was a part of IEH, short for Invest to Empower Humanity portfolios that Jai managed for his ultra-wealthy clients.

IEH was an initiative pioneered by Jai in which a certain portion of long-term investment monies of his clients were given as a loan for a mutually agreed upon project being run by globally accredited companies. The clients agreed to plough a pre-decided part of the interest payout from the investment on a yearly basis in an IEH fund specifically created for the project. The company taking the loan also contributed upto 50% of this amount in the fund which was then utilized for community development initiatives at the site of the project. Jai had tie-ups with global NGOs that undertook these initiatives which ranged from education for children of the workers, health-care to micro-finance initiatives.

Jai spent a major portion of his time working from his company’s headquarters in Mumbai. He also had offices in Philadelphia, Singapore, Kansai and Nairobi where he usually spent at-least 15 days in a year. Out of these, Philadelphia and Kansai in addition to being work-centers, were his bases for cultural, humanitarian and educational efforts which were also an important part of his life.

2030 was an extremely important year for Jai. This was going to be his last year as the Chairman and CEO of IEH. Post this, he was determined not to work for money any more. Rather his focus was going to be more and more towards humanitarian efforts.

How did a man who started out as a normal teen-ager growing up in middle-class India in the 80s and the 90s turn out to be a pioneer in devising practical, innovative structures for empowering humanity?

What was it that enabled a man who; in his early adulthood felt like his life was an unmitigated disaster, bounce back and lead a life full of vigor and joy?

Human life at its very basic level is an extremely complex mix of myriad influences. Genes influenced with one’s growing environment, early influences and some basic tendencies create a unique individual who at the best of times is extremely difficult to comprehend for even the closest around him. And yet out of these unique individuals some manage to rise to heights which human-kind had never thought possible.

Is there something unique about these individuals which they are gifted with or is there something these individuals “do” which can be learnt and replicated by countless others? For the quest for “success” is as aged as humanity itself.

Human- life since time immemorial has been an ambitious race. To run faster. To hit harder. To hunt a bigger prey. To conquer bigger lands. Success from time immemorial, has been measured by accomplishments. And while the quest for accomplishments has led to tremendous advancement and growth of the human-race; for every “winner” that humanity discovers, there are a million “losers” who are sacrificed at the altar of growth. What happens of these losers? Do they deserve a life of contempt and ignominy because they have not measured up? Or could the abilities they have fostered in their lives be harnessed to create something of lasting value for humanity? More important still is the internal struggle that go inside the lives of these humans. As humans we are wired in very strange ways. A child when encouraged, appreciated and loved by his parents, exults with joy. The same child when reprimanded or ignored feels downcast and fearful. This basic desire for reinforcement from our environment continues well into the rest of our lives. While the degrees may vary in every individual, the attitude of our teachers and peers in school and college and later of our superiors, peers at work-place and our significant others continues to play a large role in how we “feel” about ourselves. And if at all we are able to insulate ourselves from these unescapable influences, our own internal tendencies play a large role in how we end up charting the path of our life.

Since childhood, Jai had been fascinated by those who had overcome major odds in life to achieve victory in life. The “under-dogs”. Maybe it was because of his own insecurities growing up as the son of a father who has perfect in his work. His elder sibling had also gone on his father. But compared to them, he did not measure up. He was moody and hated route learning – something which the Indian education system demanded. Jai was more creative. But what place did creativity have in a family where the premium was on discipline and focus – things required to succeed in the rigid India of the 80s. So Jai often found himself cycling between what he was “expected” to be and what he “was”. For him since early childhood, life was one big struggle and he often thought of himself as the under-dog of the family.

In his later life, this experience became a powerful impetus for helping people who had been written off to start believing in their potential. For as his mentor – who helped him transform his life – taught him, human potential is infinite. What is needed is the right inspiration to bring out the unique qualities one has been born with. We are all not made from the same cloth. Hence, instead of focusing on our weaknesses and trying to be someone who we are not, it is much better to believe in oneself and try and excel in the fields where our passion lies. While today, in this digital age of social media and global tele-vision, there is nothing extra-ordinary about such thoughts, in the India of 90s and early 2000s – these were considered revolutionary thoughts. And they had a huge impact on Jai’s psyche and helped him get out of the cycle of negativity he had got stuck in.

Which is why this year was so significant for Jai. Because finally, he was going to be free from all constraints of having to work for a living!  And now he was going to plunge full time in what he loved – helping young people unlock the true potential of their lives! This was his true calling – his heart’s true desire. And the fact that he had finally reached this stage without having to compromise on any of the other dreams he had (which necessitated earning enough to last a lifetime) – gave him deep satisfaction. And for this he was filled with deep gratitude towards his mentor. For if it were not for him and what he had taught Jai, none of this would have been possible.

Who was this mentor whom Jai revered so much? How did he meet him? What did the mentor teach him that impacted his life so greatly?

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